great weather the past few days and it makes me want to sleep even more. anyway, as the title suggested, today have been great. laugh, fun and finally peace, i hope? i hope this would be the end of my worries because it have been weighing down on me and its getting nowhere so well, let's hope there will be another time for this.
so well, studies is going to be " great" too. haha. right i can't wait for holidays, meaning after- promos. damn promos are here in around 30 days. 3 subjects, 30 days. dead meat.
great.great.great.great.great.great.great.great
11:26 PMright lessons from 7 am till 9 pm burnt my brain. literally. i almost fell asleep during math tuition. physics now ain't so bad. math is much managable. chemistry is so-so. so i guess i should be fine. so far? so well, let's see how it goes for the next few weeks.
and i almost did something so so so wrong. i guess it was just impulse. but sigh, i wanna get over it soon.
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Is it out of line if I was to be bold and say "Would you be mine"?
9:37 PMthis week ain't going smoothly. i think promos are getting nearer and the heat is on already. well i think i should start studying very soon and i am dead sure that once band is over( temporarily), i will chiong. no more slacking.
tiring week man.
jazz police is the sex man.
girl why don't you tell me something
she asked: " Do i look good tonight?"
and i say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."
9:17 PMthe long weekened was supposedly study time but well, i guess it was, well, nothing much to be proud of. school is getting too draggy and i really hate the fact that i'm always so slack, why can't i change for the better somehow. i guess it's just too much sometimes.
anyhow, planning a class outing never gets easy with a bunch of idiots who thinks they are princes and princesses. come on, either you join as a class, or you can jolly well go fuck yourself deep deep. seriously, friday was such a tiring day just by queuing up for movie tickets, counting money and asking people what they want to watch. F.Y.I. im not your fucking slave and i don't really care if most of you are watching or not. guys should take initiatives, girls should just stop whining.
on a lighter note, clearing my mind never seems to fail me. it's time.
sat was goooooood. :)But it's much as I can do you know to figure you out
And I must confess, my hearts all broken pieces
And my heads a mess
10:51 PMthe message really struck me so badly that i think, perhaps i've got the wrong idea all this while.
so much for thinking that i'll surely succeed. how selfish.
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true enough, things are getting harder
and i am proven once again, that i cannot handle it.
so baby, why don't you tell me
what should i do now?
9:14 PMaugust already so it means left with about 1 month plus to promos and im really not prepared for it yet. i don't want to retain, i don't want to see alvin for one more year in band. haha
right so it's really time to study i guess. no more fooling around, and hopefully lesser gaming and stuffs. i need quality and quantity time for myself. so well, time to start cracking all over again.
and i realise something that has prolly changed me. i'm starting to go for slow songs. like ya prolly cause jc life never fails to screw me up and i'm too tired for any fast-paced songs and i just need like, a slow down in life. it's always good to admire the things around before they dissipate.
So if your lonely, why'd you say you're not lonely
Oh your a silly girl, I know I hurt it so
It's just like you to come and go
And know me, no you don't even know me
Your so sweet to try oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible
10:59 PMYAYY PERCUSSION! best section award no. 2 in the row. aye let's hope for no. 3! haha.
anyhow, today's band investiture was fun, memorable and so going to be the last time i see my j2s until harmonie. but still, people just got to move on right? so j1s, let's step up to our seniors' shoes, or even better. it's time to kill of big bands like acjc, sajc etc.
anw, percussion pawn the main committee. congrats black obama and tara!
on a lighter note, I PASSED MATHS, PHYSICS and hopefully, chemistry CA. hahaha what a good end to a tiring week. time to rest.
i can't deny it when our eyes meet.11:38 PM
